Remembering Scott

I just can't stop writing about my dad. Maybe it is fear motivating me but I promised myself that I would never forget him in any way. I believe that he very close, but it is not close enough. So I wrote a story about how he crosses over from this world to the next and what happens to him on the other side. I have only put the first part on my hubpages. So I am on a quest to write is to keep him alive for me. I don't know why death feels so final, I think it is a false feeling. So many of our expereinces, feelings and earthly road is false. It seems so real, but is it really. We are atomic particles vibrating at a high rate- what is that? Anyway just some thoughts for those that have passed on.