Latest Writings on Hubpages- Favorites

I wrote Confessions of 1980's Teen when I was twenty eight and it is mostly about how I moved around as a teen and had a hard time. I was extremely introverted and prideful-that was not a good mix among Mesa, Ariz rich teens. I was the misfit-Gossip Girl Killer Fest- Imagine Lord of the Flies- with Girls- silent- with invisible hurtful spears- I was Piggy, Ralph and Simon all in one. Anyway the posts are below if you want to check it out.

I also write poetry- and Rapture's First Scar- has more than one name- I can't make up my mind. Anyway it is about first loves- not just romantic but all kinds and how they are wonderful, hurtful and passionate!!!

Rapture's First Scar

Rapture's First Scar

Confessions of a 1980's Teen/ Surviving the Dark Ages

Confessions of a 1980's Teen/ Surviving the Dark Ages

The Christian Heretic

I would say I am Christian heretic because I believe in Jesus the Christ, but not how the orthodox church does. So I believe that Jesus was on a path of total enlightenment, thus a teacher of righteousness. I believe that he was the example of the highest human potential that walked the Earth. I believe Buddha was right next to him, parallel if you will. HERESY #1. I investigate all things Jesus- the Round Dance from the Acts of John that were deemed herersy. HERESY #2. I believe that Jesus was involved with Mary Magdalena- not sure if they were married but she was on a scale with Jesus- maybe not as high, but contributed to his initiation into the secret mysteries that he was mastering. HERESY #3. I am a follower of the recently found lost scriptures- the Nag Hammadi- that is my Bible if you will. So I do believe that Jesus= Yeshua Ben Joseph was Jewish Rabbi who was involved in the Secret mysteries handed down by Jewish Mystics, Egyptian Holy Men and traveled to the East to enlighten and learn from the Hindu Masters and Tibet Buddhist. WHOOO That is a Giant Heresy which would give may HERESY #4-100- If this was a video game I would be winning.

So there it is, the Herectic lives- the Lamp(Torch), the mirror, the Door is waiting for us all. We only need to awaken to our divinity- to reach beyond the known, to take a step past the threshold of ignorance and let the torch of Christ burn away all the falseness. It is work-people- you cannot just say with words and believe it in your heart- you must physically take the step into the mystery. Become the initiate- seek the truth and journey on like the Divine hunter you are.

Heretics ROCK!!!!

Here is a Gnostic Christian Point of view...

Awake to Your Life & It's Treasures

Awake to Your Life & It's Treasures

Mystical Jesus

I am slightly obsessed with finding the answers to mysterious secrets about Jesus. There are so many unanswered questions. I go back and forth between the historical research, the traditional view and all the new found scriptures. The lost scriptures are the most fascinating. The history is so unbelievable also. Egyptian influence of the Jewish people. It was an amazing time. So many controversies. Now with all of our methods of research we can now get a better picture of how it all is connected.

Jesus, the long history of secret estoteric teachings, and East/West connection seem to all play a part in the development of the Christian dogma. The Roman Power- popes and bishops creating a new religion and doing what they did to form one idea and to convert the whole world to that one idea is pretty amazing. The problems is that the good is mixed with evil and I don't think we have evolved our faith to where it should be. The Bible divides us more than it unites us. Deepak Chopra quoted that their are something like 30,000 different Christian groups. The divinity of Jesus and his teaching have been lost somewhere and I am interested in finding the answers.





object width="425" height="344">




http://hubpages.com/hub/Jesus-and-His-Missing-Years

What Meet a New Lover on Every Adventure?

If you can read my heading then you'll know I put -would like to meet a new Lover on every adventure- like Captain Kirk of the 1970's - I rather limit this idea to virtual adventure and virtual lovers. Maybe I am overdoing the whole "lover"expression a bit. I am just getting into the blog and or hubpages scene. It is like a new adventure- navigating your way around a whole new world. I am hooked, but not not good at it yet. I like to write and expand my ideas so I hope to meet people who are interested in this also. I am married and not interested in anything other than learning how to publish on the web, try to get this whole virtual world figured out and maybe make some money. I don't want to be left behind as the world moves on.